What!!! Xmas Joy
As Christmas ever tick closer, I have started seeing this time of year with a dread, how many jingle bell can you hear before going...
Sadness and Hopelessness
This feeling of sadness want go away, it always there, hiding in the corner, just waiting to jump out when I least expect it. I think...
So Sad...
This month should be full of joy and happiness with our anniversary and both my wife and Georges birthday, but I do feel sadness thinking...
Club for loving souls
Eighteen months ago, Sarah and I lost baby George and became lifetime members of a special group of individuals, a club if you like, who...
Talking about George
There is never a moment I will stop loving or thinking about my son George, just as a parent of a child who is living would always love...
Feelings of Loss
This week has been a roller coaster, some days I feel fine while other days I just feel like a vail of darkness is engulfing my mind. I...
Sands of Time
You never know from day to day how you are going to be feeling, some days are bearable and problems just ride over you whiles other days...
Day By Day
As day follows night and night follows day, the pain of losing our baby boy still lingers on. Everyday waking up knowing he is not in...
Sleep Tight
The unbridled grief of losing our beautiful baby boy shortly after Christmas destroyed our world and began killing me slowly from inside,...
Losing George
Yesterday it was my birthday, along with all the joy and happiness was the realisations that George is not here to share the day with me....
