Wings of an angel
The pain I feel each and every day never subside, it become bearable as I learn to live with his lose. Every day I want to hold him...
Time, like Grains of Sand
Waking up each morning and knowing your not there, its not right and its not fair. Why should we feel this sorrow and sadness when around...
Snowdrop Gathering
This years Snowdrop gathering took place at Lytham hall, the memorial service was full of broken faces who has had their dream shattered...
Valentines Ball
Last night Sarah and I went to the Donna’s Dream House Valentines Ball, part of me wanted not to have been there, sitting with hundreds...
So many ways to miss you.
How can I stop this hurt and feeling of loss, every time I feel I should smile, I just miss you more. To many times, people say that...
Father Day
With total dread of this day, it began creeping up on me. I wished and wished for things to get in the way so I wouldn’t have to think...
Holding on
Sometimes I'm so full of self loathing, that every minute of every day, I'm battling the urge to lay down and spend the rest of eternity...