Happiness in the sorrow
It is easy to write a blog filled full of sadness and forget about all the positives and indeed, I feel the loss of George daily and I...
A journey that no parent can ever be prepared to take.
There are some days that just sneak up on you. It’s not that I am sitting here feeling sorrow for myself while looking at photos or even...
Christmas is now over
Now that the Christmas period is over, have you ever wondered why every holiday season is like torture for a bereaved parent? It’s...
Two Years On
Two years ago, I was looking forward to my life with baby George, things were looking rosy and all the family was up for the challenge,...
New Years Blues
With the days, minutes and even seconds ticking ever on, the anniversary of Georges death beckoned like the sands of times within an hour...
Christmas Eve
With only a day to go before Christmas, it with deep dread I see the day, don’t misunderstand me, I don’t hate Christmas or all the...
Hope for Future
When I first created this website and blog, it was as an outlet, and for the first six months or so, I didn’t even go live as I found...
Shadows of Yesterday
I am a shell, a shadow of the ‘happy go likely’ person I once was. I feel that I could no longer believe that everything in life was...
Just Things
I found tears in my eyes once more, songs on itunes randomly played all reminds me of George’s short life. I find patterns in live,...
Spiral
Some days you find yourself in a downward spiral, nothing feel right and all your thought end up with the feeling the loss. Some days I...