Just Things
Things that remind you, last night at work I came across an item of clothing, it was a little baby’s romper suit about the same size and...
The Great North
In less than a week, Ed will be giving his all by running in ‘The Junior Great North’ while I will be competing in the ‘The Great North...
Tears
Felt a little sad this week, no real reason, just my heart feels the pain as I watch others around me grow. There are so many things that...
Clearing up
On Tuesday, Sarah and I felt it was time to declutter the house, it wasn’t the first time and sure it won’t be the last, each time we...
Still the Pain Remain
I sometimes find myself lying awake at night wondering what could have been, I will never again hold my little boy in my arms and know...
Running in the GNR
I need to get motivated and back into running, each day I leave it, is another day that is lost. I need to put foot to pavement and start...
The Unspeakable Bond
As I navigate through my new norm, I am continually shocked by the unspeakable bond between bereaved parents. Once strangers suddenly...
Tunnel of Darkness
Once again I try to bring myself around, sometimes I feel that I’m running in a tunnel of darkness with only a slight glimmer of light,...
Birthday Blues
Today is one of those red letter days we have learnt to live with, It’s Toby’s birthday and for those who don’t know, Toby is George’s...
Club for loving souls
Eighteen months ago, Sarah and I lost baby George and became lifetime members of a special group of individuals, a club if you like, who...
