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For weeks now, I have felt so down and like the clown I am, I am hiding my tears behind this mask. Each day trying to keep busy but...
Shutting down now...
Shutting down now... I'm in place where I feel like no one wants me. Not even my older children seem to need me. I look around and...
Rage
Something wrong and I done know why I’m feeling the way I do, I am full of rage for what we have lost and at times the path is far from...
St George's Day
This is an important day in our calendar, 2 years ago we register the death of our baby George, it was horrible sitting there, giving...
Time
Family birthdays make you realise how time tick by and as we watch the people we love, age and get older and older, while at the same...
Mind
Am I losing my mind? How can we be told that there isn’t a reason, its just SIDS. George was with us for such a short time and now we...
Madness of time
I went to see the doctor this week, too many friends and family has seen a change in who I am and are worried that I’m heading towards...
Good Bye Mum
This month has been quite hard as my mother pass away and today we are saying the final good bye. In the last couple of years, I have...
The Blog
I set up and began writing this blog partly to self-medicate by releasing my feeling and partly to help others, I now feel that I’m...
Time to Think
With the younger children growing up and going into full time education, I find more time during the day, this can be a double edge sword...
