George's Birthday

Today George would have been two years old, no party balloons or cake around the table. In fact, only Lizzy told me that it was George’s birthday, of course Sarah and I felt our hearts break all over again as we remembered our short time we had together. Our little boy was at the start of his life and did nothing wrong ‘I feel so empty… it’s like my heart has been torn out’. Where is the fairness and why are we chosen to walk through life as parents of a child in heaven?

Each day go by and each day I still feel it was my fault, I put my baby to sleep and he never woke up, I spend my time wishing I could have done something to have stop this devastating and sole destroying event from happening.

We will not hide our grief, as we did not hind our love