Spiral

Some days you find yourself in a downward spiral, nothing feel right and all your thought end up with the feeling the loss. Some days I wonder if I left this mortal coil would I have made a difference.

When you try to explain this to parent who hasn’t lost a child, you can feel that you are harping on or even feel you need to explain yourself. Why should we feel this way? We didn’t ask to lose our babies and would give our own lives freely to have them back.