errrrrrrrr...

For weeks now, I have felt so down and like the clown I am, I am hiding my tears behind this mask. Each day trying to keep busy but instead end up chasing my tail, not really moving forward, instead fighting hard just to keep standing still.

This helter-skelter of moods, keeps me in limbo, no matter how hard I try to get off, I find myself sliding down into depression. I feel unless I can snap myself out of this, my family will being to see the cracks…..