Three years ago my life changed

Today marks the worst day of mine and my wife life, our baby past away and nothing we could of done would of changed it, this doesn't however stop me from self blame and wishing for a change to go back in time. That little boy changed me in so many ways, only bereaved parents will under stand the pain we live daily. I will not say much today and sign off saying bye, bye my baby boy boy, daddy miss you daily and dream for the day when we hold you in my aims once more.