Positive feedback
Called in again this month, it's good to read positive comments in the visitors book, they may only be a few but they are full of positive comments and mostly from people who I don't know. When you get so many good things said, you start believing the world isn't such a depressing place, the self-anger and needless self-blame seem to become less.
Nothing will bring my baby boy back into our arms but knowing others feel the same way helps in some small way.