Night sky full of stars

Feeling a little down once more, we are coming up to the anniversary of my mothers death, I know she never got over our baby George's passing, and this also come with regret and sadness, George life was short and we fulled it full of love. Each day without him is a task, only families who has babies/children with wings truly understand the loss.

My mothers loss one of my brothers to SANDS and her mother also loss babies to both SIDS and SANDS. Are we cursed as a family? I know we're not but I so many times ask why? He was a beautiful and perfect baby, he completed our live but now we are only left with memories and all the could of been.